I’ve read two books by Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice (which I loved) and Emma (which I liked). I’m currently reading Sense and Sensibility — and it’s been a strange ride.
On the first page, of the first chapter, I wasn’t sure, but was fairly convinced, that, in all probability, Ms. Austen wrote with a lot, by which I mean an exceedingly large number, of commas. In fact, to be honest, while sitting there, on the train, on the way to Beaverton, I began to wonder, in my heart of hearts, if I could possibly, in any way, finish even the first few pages.
I decided to persevere in memory of Liz and Darcy.
I’m not sure if I got used to it, or if a severe comma shortage hit Britain and she was forced to conserve for the rest of the book, but thankfully I quickly found the rest of the book to be an easier read.
But I still found the first half or so of the book to be a struggle — the plot just seemed like P&P and Emma all over again, and I almost stopped reading.
But something happened after the middle of the book and I really started to enjoy the book. In fact, on the way home on MAX on Friday night, I read the book even when I could have worked on my laptop (a sure sign that I’m enjoying a book). I laughed out loud at a number of points and was just really enjoying myself when the train finally pulled into Lloyd Center.
So I started off my walk home in a good mood and then Vega4’s Life Is Beautiful came up on the iPod. It’s a beautiful uplifting song and so completely elevated my mood that I honestly had to force myself not to lift my hands to the heavens. Or give the world a great big hug.
It was the strangest feeling of euphoria I’ve ever felt, both from the intensity and the fact that nothing had really happened to bring it on. I’ve felt it out hiking before but never just walking home. If I had gotten home and learned that they were testing some new happiness gas on the MAX, I wouldn’t have batted an eye.
I’m not sure how much of that feeling I owe to the powers of Jane Austen’s writing, but I struggle enough with darker feelings that I treasure those beautiful little moments on the mountain top.